" I'm gonna rise like a queen "

 Nur Fathihah Suraya binti Azlan
 24 years old
 7 September 1998
 Malaysia
 Bachelor in Psychology of Industrial and Organizational. Currently working on HR field
 I have faith in whatever i do
 Bad at cooking :(
 I have goals and I'll make sure to achieve them
 Family is my priority
 Hot tempered sometimes
 I have fear of cockroaches
 Not your decent sweet girl
 We cant be friend if you dont get my jokes
 Wish me luck for degree life

hello its been a while since my last entry . now its been a week i'm in Sabah studying at UMS. that was my first time ever experience being in a flight . it was quite exciting actually but i regret using Air Asia service bcs their seat sempit gila babi and

i cant even sandar. my backs hurt so much hahah but i still can bear the 2h 40mins journey. now that im far far away from my family, i have to be independent. no more food every weekend. no more short visit and no more seeing my family faces every week. ahh i miss them so much. i think i might not be able to handle this kerinduan but i try not to overthink. setiap kali i feel like homesick, i will remind myself that you need to sacrifice if you want to success. just a little sacrifice. i cried almost everyday bcs i really miss home. the food here is totally different from semenanjung. its just a week and i already craving my moms food macam dah bertahun tak rasa. like seriously. 
this week cuti about 4 days and last friday i decided to go back to my uncles house which is kat Tenom. it takes 2 or 3 hours from bandar KK. i thought things will be better and maybe bila i went back to my uncle's house, kurang sikit homesicknya but unfortunately not. i am not comfortable with everything. im trying to but i cant. it feels so wrong being there because im not free. i cannot freely go to kitchen toilet makan mandi everything because of their son. aurat kan :( and again i cried. last friday was my 20th birthday and i was so so soooo sad that i cant celebrate my birthday with my family. anyway, thankyou so much for those who wished my birthday. may all the prayers and warm wishes goes to you guys back.
now, im on my bed writing this with all my heart. i hope i can cepat cepat adapt with this new surrounding new friends new everything. i thank god because giving me this opportunity to study here in UMS and for all the rezeki. Alhamdulillah ya Allah. thats all for tonight. bye guys